[Shit. He hadn't thought of that. Would Amada be alright, if he woke up in the middle of the night and found himself alone? Shinjiro's instinct is, of course, he's a tough kid. Volunteered to be part of SEES and everything. The idea of giving someone else an accounting of his whereabouts, too, is discomforting; he'd prefer no one pay attention to or care about his existence to the extent that his absence for a few hours might be noticeable. But then, leaving the kid alone again feels like a shitty thing to do, when he has nobody better to take him. Watching Amada's back is the least he owes him, as far as not being in the ground goes.
There's a long stretch of silence, probably a good five minutes or more of internal debate, before the next response.]
i'll leave him a note
[...It's selfish of him, he knows it. But he can't bear the risk of Amada waking up and actually overhearing them talking. What's one more shitty thing on his conscience, on top of everything else?]
onto action?
Date: 2023-11-04 08:55 am (UTC)There's a long stretch of silence, probably a good five minutes or more of internal debate, before the next response.]
i'll leave him a note
[...It's selfish of him, he knows it. But he can't bear the risk of Amada waking up and actually overhearing them talking. What's one more shitty thing on his conscience, on top of everything else?]
be there in ten