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Kim Kitsuragi ([personal profile] aceslow) wrote2023-06-14 12:45 am
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action! post quixote murder

[personal profile] petsthedog 2023-07-17 09:21 am (UTC)(link)
[Shinjiro lays Don Quixote's body to rest in the gardens, as she asked, and somehow he manages to stand up afterward. He doesn't move with any particular intention, honestly, half-dazed as the city's sky keeps turning split-pea green in his mind, Quixote's body mixing and blending with another woman's, inside a crushed house where a monster rampages, and all he can do is scream.

There are times where Shinjiro is forced to stop, whole body wracked by spasms he doesn't have the vocabulary to name as panic attacks, and his lungs feel as though they are on fire all over again, though any lingering trace of the wound on his back has healed over fully by now.

He stops, ultimately, in a place he recognizes -- though he could not verbalize even to himself why he came. He was just telling someone on the other day that there was no real cause for kinship between him and Kitsuragi; the older man was simply the sort of person who saw someone in need of assistance and offered it. They are not anything akin to friends. He has no cause to go inside, or ring Kitsuragi's doorbell, or any such thing.

He cannot bring himself to leave, either, though. So when Kim steps out for his nightly single cigarette, perhaps, he'll find a familiar teenager huddled there, breathing in uneven fits and gasps as he tries to hold his shoulders steady, face streaked with tear tracks he would have been humiliated for anyone to see, were he mentally present enough to be aware of them.]
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[personal profile] petsthedog 2023-07-21 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[If the touch had been lighter, Shinjiro might have jerked away or lashed out, lost in the throes of flashback as he is. The tight grip is grounding, though, and with nothing else firm to reach for, the steady rhythm of Kim's chest is clung to like the last piece of driftwood in the ocean. Unconsciously, his fingers clasp tighter onto the fabric of Kim's jacket as his breathing slowly steadies to match the pattern.

It takes a few minutes, but eventually the older man's voice starts sounding like words again, losing their distorted, faraway quality. He blinks slowly, the haze gradually fading from his eyes as he comes back to himself. Even once he has, though, he uh...he stares at Kim like a deer in the headlights for an embarrassingly long time, is what he does.]


I...

["Thanks" sounds profoundly stupid, childish even. "Sorry" is similarly discarded out of hand. It might have been the easiest move to unceremoniously fuck off without a word, but his legs don't seem to have gotten that memo, since he simply remains rooted to his spot on the ground as though he could simply melt into the pavement and evaporate into the surrounding atmosphere through sheer force of will. Eventually, he does manage to tear his gaze away from the older man with some unintelligible grunt, though he still doesn't get up.]

I'm okay. [Transparently false, but one does what one must for the sake of their dignity.] Just give me a minute.
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cw bad attitudes toward mental health

[personal profile] petsthedog 2023-07-23 09:13 am (UTC)(link)
[Shinjiro thinks, somewhat in passing, that 'panic attack' seems too neat of a name for it, as though someone just runs up and punches you in the face with panic, rather than just being unable to keep your shit together without freaking out in front of people. Kitsuragi offers him his hand, offers him water and somewhere nice to sit and he feels his ears go warm in embarrassment.

(On some level, he knows this is why he came. Kitsuragi wouldn't turn him away, whether or not he could express a desire for help)

He wants to say something like, "you don't gotta worry about me", or perhaps simply "It's fine, I don't need it", but the words don't make it out. He's too worn out at this point for the front, and the truth is, desperately doesn't want to be alone with the images behind his eyelids tonight, as wrong as it feels to admit that even to himself. His own hand is still trembling a little as it reaches to meet Kitsuragi's outstretched one; it's too much to hope that the older man won't notice, but Shinjiro can at least pretend that he hasn't as the man helps him to his feet.

Before they make it to the door of the apartment building, though, Shinjiro hesitates again, hands shoved into his pockets. He can still feel the faint warmth of Kitsuragi's hands on his shoulders, still remembers the steady thump of his heart under Shinjiro's hand and it twists something in his gut. When was the last time an adult even looked his way when he was having a hard time? He can't even recall the nuns at the orphanage doing that--too many kids to keep fed and healthy to worry after their individual well-being.

It scares him. He feels like he ought to chase the older man off somehow, before Kitsuragi gets hurt. Knowing him always hurts, he's found.]


...Why do you care, anyway? Ain't even like there's shit all to patch up this time.

[No blood, no mostly-sealed bullet hole. Just some stupid kid having a breakdown. It's foolish. A waste of his time, at best.]

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hey buddy! guess where I am right now
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standing on the train tracks!

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text; like 3 am the night ken arrives

[personal profile] petsthedog 2023-09-16 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
[That night, Shinjiro can't sleep. He gives it a good, genuine try, at least, but after staring at his ceiling in vain for an hour, he gets on his shoes and decides to go for a walk. Clear his head at least a little, maybe tire himself enough that he can properly pass out instead of fixating on Amada being here and apparently no longer bearing a grudge and staying at his place for lack of anywhere else to go.

It's hard not to think about it, though; the issue lingers right at the forefront of his mind and he keeps tripping over it, like a sore in your mouth which you keep accidentally brushing your tongue against. This wasn't the way it was supposed to be, the traitorous whispers insist. Amada was supposed to get closure and move on when he bled out in that alley. Having the opportunity to mend fences, to start over? It's dizzying, terrifying.

(He doesn't deserve it)

Eventually, he gives up and heads back, and when he returns to his bed and still can't sleep, he fetches his phone so he can pass the time idly scrolling the network. Only -- he hits the wrong button, and a list of contacts comes up instead, with k.kitsuragi pointedly at the top of recents.

...]


yo
you awake?


[If he isn't, Shinjiro can simply later deny having had anything he wanted to talk about, he figures.]
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[personal profile] petsthedog 2023-09-19 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[If Shinjiro knew, he'd be embarrassed and feel guilty, frankly, but from the message, he simply assumes that the older man is simply having an insomnia night himself. There's still a beat of hesitation before he actually dives in, though, because he's not sure he's ready to talk about this, or where to even start.]

can i ask you a personal question

[Completely normal things to text someone at 3 in the morning. There is no intense "asking for a friend" energy here, what are you talking about.]
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( timeframe: october event )

[personal profile] strongroots 2023-10-29 06:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The lights of a convenience store are flickering.

There's been more peculiar sights in the city, and a store with a shoddy lighting system wouldn't be anything unusual anywhere else. But the fact that it is happening here, where the state of every establishment is more eerie for how put together it is, could raise an eyebrow for anyone trying to pass by.

Who would want to investigate what's more than likely to be trouble? When, if watching it for too long, one might catch boxes being knocked off from their shelving, ears may hear the sound of someone yelling something, just before the entire building falls into darkness. None of the other buildings on the street are affected, and doors are wide open, and though the night outside may not be entirely dark, the interior seems oddly hard to make much out.

this is fine. ]
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[personal profile] strongroots 2023-11-11 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There's some fortune--can it be called fortune?--that when Kim enters the store, those once flickering lights behave for him: they stay lit above head, their hum mingling with the noise of a radio in play of some distorted tune for the proper store experience. Yet what hasn't normalised is the state inside, the farthest aisle scattered of its products of snack bars and cereals, mints and other miscellaneous items most likely to be found close to the counter.

Because if Kim follows the mess, the counter isn't too far. A look down the side leading away from the counter and the mess, and there's no evidence of anyone moving through; but keeping his eyes down the other aisle, a larger part of the knocked stock can be seen. A more careful eye over the very edge of the most affected shelf, a torn scrap of fabric has caught on it, a red chequered pattern lightly discernible, usual for a shirt, if Kim's seen enough of the style to recognise it, or at least guess.

Except, there's nobody visible down the aisles. And on the walk through, none of the aisles would have revealed anyone. They could be around the corners, whoever (or if there's anyone) might be present, though there might be one area a detective would think to look if all signs lead to someone passing through a specific place.

...over the counter, where there will be one Robby Keene in a red-chequered shirt trying to get to the farthest left side of the counter, as if aware he might've given himself away to some kind of company by the mess left on the other side. Moving quietly, not even looking for anyone before he might be found--

though he will stop if he is found, and that's made obvious in any way. ]

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TXT | un: theonewhogifts

[personal profile] gripper 2023-12-16 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Merry Christmas and a happy Noel to you! I'm here to announce who you'll be a secret Santa to... Your giftee is: Chesed!

Congratulations! Here's a few notes to help you pick or make the perfect present for them.

LIKES: Fun mugs
DISLIKES: Bad coffee. Terrible.
HOBBIES: Brewing coffee, brightening Gebura's day. All that frowning will leave terrible wrinkles, you see.

Remember we'll be having a Christmas party on the 25th, so if you want to give it to them then or just drop it off by the tree for them to find, well, you can do just that! We'll have a lot of traditional Christmas foods, plus smores, and I'm sure it'll be a wonderful little time for us to gather, sing carols, and be merry this cold winter season!

If you've got any questions, comments, concerns, or desires for clarifications... You got one chance to ask them, because I've got a bunch of people to contact and I don't have a bunch of time to entertain conversation! :)
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12/25, a package!!!

[personal profile] fauned 2023-12-26 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
( a picnic basket, specifically. there's so much glitter involved that it could probably be considered a fire hazard, especially with the amount of ribbon that's also present..

anyway, once he gets past all of that, he'll see a handle of whiskey and a box of cigars. ......... and a stress ball. and a cashmere scarf, keeping it all bundled together. it's soft and warm and also a light orange. all of which are laid atop a bed of daisies! because why not.
)

you really should tell me what sort of things you like next time, or i'll keep guessing.

- fearne ♡
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Secret Santa

[personal profile] justscribing 2023-12-26 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[Kim's secret santa gift will be waiting for him under the tree at Kromer's little holiday party and exchange. There's no message for him to find it there so uh, hopefully he knows to go look.]
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text. @beanallright

[personal profile] beanallright 2024-01-07 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ if u saw me posting to the wrong inbox no u didn't ]

Good day, Mr. Kitsuragi, and a merry Christmas to you too~ Thank you kindly for your gift. I haven't owned a moka pot before, so I've been eagerly experimenting with it.
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text. @beanallright (NO WORRIES i've been fighting for my life too)

[personal profile] beanallright 2024-02-10 07:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Fascinating! I've never had the opportunity to use one until now. It's a good thing to experience new things, isn't it?